RANDOM: Personal Poems About Love and HeartBreak

Personal Poems About Love and HeartBreak

   Yah, I'm doing something a bit  different this week!

  I decided to share some of my poems: all my written love poems, as I'm going through a new phase of my life, you know, so just taking stuff out. 🙄.

  You can tell me what you think in the comments.

  Here's one, take your time:

MEDITATE

Do you know

how long it takes

for love to turn to hatred?

I don't know either.

I don't know, yet.

I don't think I want to know.

These days,

anytime

I think too deeply

about anything,

it's like somehow 

my mind runs to you,

to us.

To how much

I love you.

I look outside and

I should be seeing grass,
but I see,

smell, you,

everywhere.

My successes,

I celebrate them,

with this mix of nostalgia,
it clings to my throat,
threatens to choke me,
wants to leave me in darkness.

Failures 

bruise me more 

than when you were here,

human shock absorber.

Are there any parts of me

I did not let you touch?

My body,

bathing it, 

is remembering

our bodies.

I am

trying to get Geometry

into my head

at my study table,
this bright evening.

Purple walls, soothing.

J. Cole, playing.

J. Cole saying,

I should meditate.
J. Cole begging me 

that there is a better way.

I would want to paint him,

J. Cole, as a hero that

saved my life,

but not

today. 

Today, 

he asked me

to meditate on you.

So, I wrote this.